Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Sunday, March 13, 2011

SMILE,please.


























when my hair become so brownie uh? teeeeheeeee**


my second valentine , dun always sick and emo okay? promise me please.
you make me sad because i feel useless can't motivate you .
i just can do nothing wish someone can cheer you up.
i dun have the ability to do this all thing. i am the useless one.
i love you friend, i wish i hope i pray you will be happy everyday.
:)


i have a lot of things wanna to say, but i dunno how to express with words.



tomorrow chinese oral test. but now i still dunno where my seat is :(
WISH ME LUCK TOMORROW. 
 ( i scare i speak too fast then fail chinese oral, Lmao.)

Saturday, March 12, 2011

IF I CAN

















If i can.
I don't want to be pretty ; I want be  handsome
I don't want be a girl ; I want be a boy
I don't want study ; I want shopping everyday
I want be a tom boy ; be a handsome girl
I don't want you anymore ; I just want your heart.
I don't want material comfort ; I want away be my side
I want everyone hate me. I want to be a bad gal


I want to finish my life and i want to give up now.
but i can't. i know my parents will sad. but i really tired.
what is L I F E stand for? is it meaningful ?


This two day i very emotional, i wonder why.
i wish someone will caring me , loving me.

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

A FRIEND.

A friend is someone who is always there, 
A friend is someone who will always care, 

-->but no one know i care about them. because no one will care about me.

A friend is someone who lends you a shoulder to cry on, 
A friend is someone who listens to you (even if you go on and on) 

-->when i try to lend someone shoulder to cry on, but she/he reject.

A friend is someone who's like an angel, 
A friend is someone who helps you no matter what 
--> i feel useless when my friend was facing problems but i can do nothing.


A friend is someone who loves you for who you are, 
A friend is someone who treats you just like family 
--> i will just say i love you to my true friend.


A friend is someone who calls you when their parents leave and they are grounded just so they can talk (even if for a short time) 
A friend is someone who might think about risking their life to save yours

-->i wish one day you'll be the one.

A friend is someone who is there to give you hugs and tell you it's alright when something bad happens 
A friend is someone who puts up with you always talking about the guy you like (even when they are tired of hearing about him) just because it makes you happy 

-->you did.

A Best friend is all of the above and much much more, 
A friend will never forget you even after you are gone.

-->so,who is my best friend and true friend, i wonder.
i'm not important. D:

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

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very cute rite? this is my second time oovoo with yuankun :)
finally holidays is coming tehee* it is time to enjoy ourselves!
tomorrow amirah,yenny,najiba,floy,sean,suiyang,and ivan going to ice skate,this is my first time hang out with my classmates so i feel some strange . haha. it's a good chance to know each other well.

lara,weixian,yuankun. you're the one who always beside me and no one can replace.
lara, we know each other almost 3years ady right? it is amazing. We occasionally fought & got pissed & frustrated but we didn't have to explain anything to get un-pissed again almost instantly. i think it's probably because we're all straight talking & strange people and we just knew that we all are, hahh honestly, this is sorta amazing! :)

well, actually it is time to do my school's e-learning. but i'm too lazy and tired. i never ever woke up so early before at holiday. and e-learning is suck ,so lag. what the heck. 
yesterday my form teacher throw someone's table outside the class, it is my first time saw that teacher can do this such thing. cool. i think she will become mad soon. haha. my class is cool right? hehe*

waiting for tomorrow ice skating , dun aeroplane everyone !!:/


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Monday, March 7, 2011

PRETEND .




















i like this picture because it look nature.<<what a weird mouth pattern haha.
 i like to  pretend myself with make-up and dress-up. but i really don't like.
so, no one will know what kind of person i am.
i always short temper can't control myself but now i try to suppression of my anger.
so far i pass all my subject i'm really happy.i thought i fail english. tehee**


today i feel useless, i am not important .

Friday, March 4, 2011

I'm a nerdy.

someone said that i looked like this freaky thing!! omg ,so i bought it : / Lmao.
finally CT over already !! wohooo.yesterday i hang out with yuankun and lara .
MISS.PARK accompanied me to PARKway. and before i bought the nike shirt i asked  for Park for her opinion but she keep nodded her head ONLY!! arg , i remembered you !!! hahah.


my sister get well  for her A level results, congraz :) then my father treated yuankun&lara korean bbq for celebrated .

HERE WAS THE PHOTO LAST NIGHT :



Wednesday, March 2, 2011

I HAVE A AWESOME SISTER ♥

O.M.G!! my sister bought all this for me !!
she just came back from TAIPEI!!
aww, but some look like so mature . >>she think i'm old D:

this also for me!! i love my sis!! she treat me so good 
i like the last shoes, so nice! 
i can't wait for tomorrow to try all the new clothes and shoes!
thanks god, i have a good sister :)

P!A!L!E!


Hey, long time no updated my blog! it look like dying again and i haven't logging into my old blog!!
i look so pale at this photo. exam make me exhausted 
everyday came back and take shower then study until night!! chiong chiong!
i wish i can pass all my test but it is impossible ! hist,geo,eng,and lit !! :'( sad..
2 more days finish exam ady, but i feel like 2 month.. 
wish me good luck :D

my sister just came back from taiwan with her friend, yeah she bought shoes and clothes for me
so jealous she can overseas with her friends :( wish one day i also can overseas with my best friends!
why everyone keep saying me look like 12-14 uh ?
my appearance and behavior look very childish meh.. okay whatever but i have a mature mind!

suddenly i miss you , we had ald 6 months no meet with each other
and now we became stranger  . how are you?
i try to avoid fall in love to anyone ,
because i want my first love can be grand and spectacular . is it impossible? D:

byebye, good luck to everyone for science test tomorrow :)