K. i dunno how to start a new post. i'm just so bored and nothing to do right now.
i get 4 A1 for my term 3, the others sub teacher never tell us. i scare i fail my eng again. :( jiayous next new term yayayayaayya.
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i'm fear that every person i start to fall is just giving them a chance to break my heart. like once you you've been hurt and you scared to get attached again. i dunno how to express my feelings nowadays. i used to keep inside my heart cos i know it's not going to help if i tell my friends.i don't want to cry because it will make me worse. i felt like my heart is falling apart,but not only that,your life is also feeling like it's falling apart too. do you even have this kind of feeling? this is so hard to explain in words. The most confusing part is i wonder why the people who hurt me the most and normally the one I love the most. like yet you finally sense of relief,like you're getting happy again but you inside you know you're start to not showing it not get over them.It will leaves a deep scar on your heart and forever never wash away. even how much i try to forget the pain but it's still easy to recall it everytime. this is what i feel this few months o.o yea, but im ady moved one and keep going.
don't treat me so good please,i'm really afraid of falling again.i try to ignore those people who keep caring me.sorry,but what i really want to say is thanks. ik you're the one who always motivate me and beside me when i lost myself.i'm not purposely to ignore i'm just afraid. afraid what the same thing will happen on me again and again. :)
I TRY TO BE THE PERFECT GIRL IN THE WORLD.
