suffocation.

i'm so tired to be a human. tired until suffocation.

i'm sick.i'm useless. i've nothing to be myself.

but life still goes on. i can't get used to living without you by my side.

i just need a true friend caring me when i am sick.encourage me when i depress. always by my side when i need you. 

now, i feel nothing important.

i found that i can't find a true friend in my new school.