LASTLY FOR YOU.

I tend to thought that i see you everywhere I go but it was only illusion. I thought that person i see from far was you, then the back view of another person, and all those side view, those wrong angle of viewing things. I wonder if I had been thinking too much about you. I did once in a while & then stop. But whenever I saw someone that I thought was you, all the memories flow back.
i'm just HURT. you used 2 weeks to forget me but why do i need to use more than 2 months to forget you?it is unfair right! i dunno how many time i need to refresh your facebook profile to know what are you thinking or doing right now. i totally forget you this few days,but when people talking about your name or when i saw you in school, my heart sank. i feel desperate even you didn't do nothing for me but i still wish you to look back. i also dunno how to face all your friends now,do i still need to say hi to them or just act like we didn't know each other? because of you,i lost myself. allen said i'm just being abandoned by you. YES,it's true. common test is coming soon please study hard okay.i meant everyone. :)
i wonder why i still can remembered what you said to me everything until now. today is 28th. i don't expect anything with you on my birthday. you promised me you  will celebrate with me,but it's just a broken promise. i told you that many of my friends everytime said they sure would celebrate with me and give me a big suprised, but at the end of my birthday, they DIDN'T.so i said i won't believe your word,but you make it so serious you say you WON'T and you SURE. see, you are the another gal who make a broken promise on my birthday. if you really sure whether you can do something or not, don't promise to anyone okay?girl take it so serious and disappoint at the end.
i hate my birthday every year.and i never celebrate before actually,it's just a normal day,nothing change.
really find myself stupid to be thinking of the impossible, imagining those not-possible. Kept telling myself that I'm fine this way but I find myself lying. I think I'm losing it, really losing it all. 


 you make me strong but it's not enough bastard.i know you had moved on ,i hope you are happier without me. 1234567,doesn't mean anymore. i will let go just like how you let go so fast from now.i'm just missing all those memories but not you.there will always in my mind but you will forever disappear from my sight.this is what i can do for you now. stay strong huiliiii.