Digits mean you.

I think i'm using "草你" too much.Should really stop it but I can't control myself. It's just like the word just FUCK YOU out of my mouth ~.~
and my mind turn wild today,thinking about things will never happens.Not living in this world already LOL

I wonder why i still care about you when you don't even bother at all.why do i hold it so tight and can't let go.should zhufu you when i see you but i can't.I know i'm suppose to get going but it's easier said that done.Tell me who don't want to move on and get someone better?i tell myself not thinking abt the past but it doesn't work.how can you not feel sorry to me? bastardbastardbastardbastardbastard.
There's a reason why people meet and have feeling for each other.there's so many reason why people choose to go away from me,but sometimes when people leaves,that don't mean they don't have feeling.i didn't ask for your reason because i have zero guts to friend you anymore but i hope you will text me one day and tell me the truth,so that i will feel better and not hurt so much. you know i changed,i changed to not showing out my feelings to you,changed not text you anymore,but the thing that never change i miss you badly .

do you miss me just like sometimes i miss you?