suffocation.

i'm so tired to be a human. tired until suffocation.

i'm sick.i'm useless. i've nothing to be myself.

but life still goes on. i can't get used to living without you by my side.

i just need a true friend caring me when i am sick.encourage me when i depress. always by my side when i need you. 

now, i feel nothing important.

i found that i can't find a true friend in my new school. 

IHAVEAMATUREMIND. HAHAHAHA

i am just trying forgive everyone when they did something terrible to me.

SMILE, and everything will over.

A NEW FRIEND.

Just came back from Tampinies mall with Lily!
just now we played 碰碰车at tampinies funfair.awwww long time never play ady.

I can't wait for 14 May to come sooon!!! FLB 6 <<<

I just realised that "someone dunno what is FLB 6, okay la. it's flashlightbatteries flea market lah!!

LMAO . last time i went to FLB5 with yuankun and this time i' will go with Lily ,next time i go with??Lol

i'm so excited i'm so excited we go CHINA together after exam!

she is awesome and i like the way she talk.

she very direct first time i saw this kind of person so she is COOL!

and she is quite mature than others and her friends. 

one more week midyear exam is coming!!

excited? happy? stress? sad??? 

all the feelings mixed together!hahahaha 

i go study liao byebeyebybeyebyebyebyebeyebyey readers. 

AMAZING DIGITS

i'm so sad that i lost 6 thousands readers from my old blog.
the feeling is just like OMGOMGOMG WHATTHEHELLLLLL
:(

SUPERGIRL.

No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up. 

SMILE,please.

when my hair become so brownie uh? teeeeheeeee**


my second valentine , dun always sick and emo okay? promise me please.
you make me sad because i feel useless can't motivate you .
i just can do nothing wish someone can cheer you up.
i dun have the ability to do this all thing. i am the useless one.
i love you friend, i wish i hope i pray you will be happy everyday.
:)


i have a lot of things wanna to say, but i dunno how to express with words.



tomorrow chinese oral test. but now i still dunno where my seat is :(
WISH ME LUCK TOMORROW. 
 ( i scare i speak too fast then fail chinese oral, Lmao.)

IF I CAN

If i can.
I don't want to be pretty ; I want be  handsome
I don't want be a girl ; I want be a boy
I don't want study ; I want shopping everyday
I want be a tom boy ; be a handsome girl
I don't want you anymore ; I just want your heart.
I don't want material comfort ; I want away be my side
I want everyone hate me. I want to be a bad gal


I want to finish my life and i want to give up now.
but i can't. i know my parents will sad. but i really tired.
what is L I F E stand for? is it meaningful ?


This two day i very emotional, i wonder why.
i wish someone will caring me , loving me.